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February 15 人到底年初四6:18A.M.個電話係邊個打既? 到底佢DAD講的是真話, 還是客套說話, 這幾天都好想問清楚, 但又怕問完我接受唔到個答案, 都係隨緣吧.
回家後覆我, THX.
希望人會承認自己的脆弱, 勇於將所有感想毫無忌愇地坦白說出來.
其實我也太過自負吧! 根本我就是多管閒事的一群, HAHA
今年過了一個孤獨情人節, 感覺很特別, 同小時候的都不大相同, 因為今年任何禮物也沒有, 仲食左兩片85%的CHOCOLATE, 可以說是原地踏步吧.
希望所有情人節同我通過電話的女生都可以有情人終情眷屬啦, 這是我僅有可以做的啊!!!! HOHO... February 05 sorry / terrible為我又一次的半途而廢say sorry
Através do cuidado dos pais dele, os 2 encontros coincidentement com ele na Avenida do Ouvidor Arriaga até que encontrasse a nova namorada dele na Rua de Francisco Xavier Pereira, sinto-me de novo aguentada, espero que sejamos um par de amigos comuns no futuro embora tenha ainda tido algumas imaginações inúteis bastantes. Talvez ainda estejamos ligados com uma linha apenas por-um-triz vermelha, todavia, ninguém me permite voltar para trás.
Ontem à noite, sentada à porta do Chun Leong Garden pensei na minha outrora e perguntei-me porque é que nunca rezava após ajoelhar. Desculpe-me, por favor, mesmo que vos tenha encontrado e tenham partido o coração meu.
Parece-me que nunca termino um trabalho de cabo a rabo. Porquê? Não quero assim, mas foi tão óbvio que veio a fazer afinal.
? ? 我唔明你表逹d咩, 可以清楚說明嗎? January 21 夜闌人靜好忙呀, 好忙呀, 冷暖那可休, 果然驛馬星正在影響我當中, 真係好想停下, 但係又停唔到, 好想叫救命添.同SADONNA行街街好開心, 其實起初都好驚架, 事關佢都好攰, 幸好後來都終於精神番, 講真呀, 同妳一齊的感覺好舒服, 好開心, HAHA, HOHO, HEHE, 希望妳工作順利啦, 加油呀!!!!KELLY, 多謝你呀, 一路以來都係妳令我有啟發的, HOHO, 好多野都係命運來的, 就像是祂冥冥中已經主宰了一樣, 總之, I LOVE YOU.LUGA AND YUK YUK, 對唔住呀, 星期四先同妳地出黎, 但係都係一件好事來的, AT LEAST我由尋日起就開始用興奮的心情期待我地的DATING LA, HEHE@.@至於你呀, 頭先真係好嬲你, 由91.5分扣到60分, 但係依家都有90既, 繼續努力^.^情如醉. 此際 怕再追? 偏偏... 不知那裡追究 每天, 頃克間, 觸不到 已跑開
曾妥協, 也試過苦鬥
夢內 每點 繽紛 一消散 那可收? 一生何求? 迷惘裡 <永遠> 看不透 有誰? 計較? 有誰? 追究?
快樂 心碎 悄悄看我熟睡
時日如飛 每刻 往事 不褪的記憶 通通都 呆在這地 飄過去
再飄過去 追?
紅著淚眼 在記起? 不, 一塊兒 在 這刻 惋惜
零辰時分, 流著淚 自覺得
深愛著妳 @.@ January 18 無聊好凍呀. 今年感覺上真的比去年冷多了
話你知呀, 好快會暖番架喇 @.@
好開心呀, 又到左聚會的日子啦, pls千祈唔到話我肥左呀, hoho
話你知呀, 我....
確實肥左好多呀, ~~haha~~ January 14 astros around leo點解d野好似做來做去都做唔完咁既?
簽完證以後, 又考完試lu, 保險, credit card, 兵役紙, international student card....一大堆事都做唔完咁, 又接左份job lu, 希望今次都會做得咁開心愉快la@.@ 至於一向都是問題既"錢", 突然間好似正常番咁, 她與他都自動投案, 其實, 可能他們只不過是my temperary a/c啫, 物歸原主的感覺又會是怎樣呢? 希望不會覺得怪怪的啦!!!hohoho~~~
正因為咁, yesterday night 14/01/2008 00:24又收到佢個電話, 仲聊左六分鐘添, (<--雖然死仔包會生氣, 但都要記下這special NIGHT ga la, SORRY)
當我正將曲奇餅放入口之際, 電話就響lu, 起初以為係死仔包, 誰知: 聽似陌生的聲音(因為比佢溫柔細聲得多): 喂!!
吞不下的曲奇餅終於允許我答了聲: 唔!!!
然後就開始吐過不斷這些月來的苦水, 樂水, 白癡水, 問候水, 問題水.........
最終, 知道12/01/2008 00:00 在taipa見到的不是他的車, 而是我眼花啫, 好瘀添, 不過總算弄個明白, 你知啦, 女人既想像力真的可以緣緣不斷的; 當然, 有問候世伯伯母啦, 但係已經有好多事唔會同佢講lu, 因為已經係我同that包的秘密啊, hoho~~~多愁善感真的討厭啦, 又令我對眼澀起上來lu(幸好我反應還遲鈍得很, 不然....), 可惡^^
6分鐘後, 收到佢個message:
對住你, 永遠都無辦法表達我o既情感! 現在的我。只能夠為我地o既過去, 對你講一聲: 對唔住
頃克, 毛骨悚然起來, 同包包一齊, 可能結果都只係這三個字, 到時我又受唔受得起, 有沒有青春去接收呢? 好迷惘, 但係我好似已經好耐冇為將來打算過了, 以前他會給很多夢想, 目標自已, 希望我們會一起實現, 但現在, 我和包包的目標, 雖然短很多, 漫長很多, 但我相信一定會很紥實的 (<--拍拖中而又無知女人的說話)
對不起有用的話要警察來幹嘛呀?
至於佢呀, 過得去啦, 成日話個分低, 就俾你91.5分啦, 皆因你真是一個又煩, 又多驚喜的傻佬ja. hohoho~~~(榴槤飄香之役, 心意扣扣, 溫習鬧鐘, 私家護士, 司機叔叔....), 放心@.@
近排, 因為d文件, 所以同dad傾開偈, 真係恭喜佢考到個電工A級試喇, 真慚愧, 今次考試我都只是應付式而已, 好似冇乜心機咁, 唉!!! 但係見到DAD同TIA咁書蟲, 我都對得住下自己既, 畢竟, 分數會愈來愈低吧, 開始記得番自己的求學目的lu; 其實屋企野才是近來最煩的事, 無端要被迫參加很多法團活動, 大家都知道我一向獨善其身, 懶逍遙, 咩都唔駛做架嘛, 唉!! 理又不係, 唔理又唔係, 好煩架嘛, 唉!!! 真係不想接受自己變老的現實>.<, 社工>><<潑婦, 思覺失調啦, 真係希望我自己係讀law呀, 唉!!!
幸好現時好歹都完左兩單我本人的私人case和考試, 不然, 我真的沒有氣力去做其他事呀. 大家, 加油加油再加油啦
希望kelly會盡力d, 放開d, 完成今次考試啦, hoho December 20 紀念日 19/12/2007--16:40時間過得真快, 以前看似很遙遠的日子, 即將來臨了. 心情既緊張, 又煩燥, 畢竟做任何事都要付出, 不然又怎會有收獲呢??
這幾天都東奔西跑, 仲做左件一生人最重要的事, 看似愚蠢, 但真的經過幾番深思才作出這個決定的, 應該值得吧!!!! 突然間, 我們的感情邁進了一大步, 大概是經歷多了吧, HOHO~~
至於某人, 其實有時都會掛住佢架(女人總是念舊的), 但係若果見到佢的話, 也不知道可以再說甚麼了, 只是, 心窩暗處經常會浮現出他的影子, 他的歌聲等等, 思念是一種很玄的東西
唔明呀???
唔緊要,
你同佢、仲有好多人.....
都唔明
幾天前自己開左個MINI CONCERT, 真的不禁要認一認: 我真的很欣賞他, 可能就是他那討厭的歌聲吸引我吧~~~ 眩倒了, 誰說女生不愛才???
反觀身邊這傢伙就真的很....xyzabc.....haha@.@ 氣得我要命, 但是, 都有他好的一面啊^^^^^ 這兩天的表現就給你90分啦, 不過還未到A啊, HOHO^^^^加油吧!!! 死仔包
學習生活呀, 都幾慘架, 元旦翌日考試, 不過都豁出去LU, 因為, HAHA, 真係好SWEET呀, 好想繼續發夢, 斷估唔會再留班卦, HOHO, 但係我嘉三答應你地: 我要努力向上
 <-----好似有D懶醒咁添 >.< 不過我會盡力架喇, 雖然近來身體狀況唔係好得, 但係我個私家看護會照顧我架啦, HEHE當我收到欣欣寄來的CARD CARD, 真的很興奮呀, 好想大叫"我X你呀", HAHA, 所以我都決定....
 HOHO仲有呀,
 CHRISTMAS你地記得要掛住我呀, 知道嗎? 大家一齊祈禱吧  November 08 to be calm溫和的音樂, 總是擔當著勾起回憶的角色, 也許, 也是安靜心靈的特效藥吧, 幸好這刻一切都發生在這悠然的旋律中, 好的, 壞的, 我相信只要是我們的事, 都會不藥而癒的, 故此, 雖然面對那些無從入手的測驗, 也禁不著動筆一番.
(everybody, pls write down the songs you like the most la, hoho---->) November 04 感情 總是 善良 近來都活得不錯, 只是比較忙而已, 做完葡韻, MIF同亞室運, 終於可以真正做自己野啦, 尤其在輕鬆的心情下, 街行過了, 活動參加過了, 不同的同僚也見過和感受過, 然而, 最特別的都是....HOHO唔駛講啦, 依家好似好大自由咁, 真係好唔慣, 2/11是KELLY同KIT牛一, 都分別SEND左個MESSAGE, 內容當然唔同架啦, 好似有番以前中學o個種感覺咁.
雖然有時, 真的好想聽到天天 一聲"加油", 感覺就好像一團火, 突然溶在冰上似的, 真的很....正!!!
好邪地近排好似好多桃花似的, 真係好鬼死驚呀, 幸好"佢"常在我身邊o者, 不然, 就真的"領"野lor, 單單尋日都four la, hehe@.@ 真係好sweet sweet. 但係, 其實我都好驚架,今次我們亞室運好似三人行(+joyce)咁, 希望下次唔好啦
今次特別要記下來的事::: 29/10 kit入左mgm度做 lu, 真係好安慰同好有成功感呀, 仲sent one message祝佢開功大吉添;
I received his father's call yesterday and met by chance his sister on Friday, 天天about 6:00am打俾我, 好開心, 佢竟然識打個"野"字喎, 我都唔識添 ### 希望佢會活得更好啦, 不過我~女人~之後又忍不住sent him a message: 若真的有事, 一定要同我講. 好唔想佢飲完酒才drive呀, 又驚佢有事喎
終於都將屋企d多餘野攞走lu, 真係好鬆呀依家, 好唔想做功課(見到就想死啦, 成座山咁, 嘉三真的變回嘉三lu, 死定啦, haha), 除此之外, 今日腦海成日都浮現佢o個句--"如果真的可以, 我希望可以學懂<<忘記>>", 天啊!!!我不可以再心軟了, 否則, 就會被碎屍於澳大了, uuu, 自律@.@
今天, 我們去過拔沙同食壽司, 開始覺得樣樣野都好貴, 同埋睇野既角度窄左添, 總之, 同上一年的我比較, 真係好極端啦, 竟然, my mum會話我太多野講喎, 仲有呀, 在表哥個婚宴上, 竟然能夠狂吹不停, 女人, 真係好恐佈, 360度轉變添, 希望天天有一天會明白我啦, 佢越來越放開的話, 我們會活得更好, 係咪?? (although i can't also)
I hope in my dictionary there's no regret any more. October 31 I promise I pray I've wondered why I am so stupid and react as slowly as I can. Perhaps it's none of my business and I wanted to give her a hand. Belief, loyalty I found on his eyes, but when I open a little bit more my heart, the more limited love I seize and... I know I must do that, however, I turn back and wanna go away. Process forwards makes me struggle, and also brings me cool tears. It seems so easy, in fact, totally different. I've participated three activities recently which interchanged a seal with me. Oo... MIF, Festa e Jogos. Perhaps one more later, whatever I do, I feel nothing and don't treasure anymore. God, I really need your help and support, although I here apologize for feeling annoyed in the church on my cousin's marriage. Forgive my unfaithfulness which fortunately he didn't give me a so call name "betrayer".
On the other hand, thank you your gift, the talkative one who loves me, beares my temper and forgives me. Although I've objected to his method several times, I know I could learn sth from him and perhaps in the future, I'll find myself again which lost for a long time. Of course all of you knew me in the secondary school will feel happy, so here, pls don't blame me if my GDP diminishes ar, ho^ho^ You all know I am not a clever girl ga la, hehe, it depends on my character ga ma, let's relax a little bit la. @.@ |
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